Maybe it’s just me… It’s been a while since I get excited over things esp over someone. There was a time that things almost and could’ve.. Well sort of happened but as distance separates it didn’t go along as intended. It took me a while to bury the feeling.. Hoping..wishing it will.. At the opportune time surface back and which it did.
Maybe it’s just me.. that I get over-excited..and assuming that you will be too. I understood what you went through.. Though to be honest not entirely how you felt but a good idea of how it would be like. Hence, you hold back and I do not blame you for that.
Maybe it’s just me… Of having been through a bitter sweet experience prior.. that I tend to hold on tighter.. fearing of the unknown and perhaps the possibility of history repeating itself.
Maybe it’s just me that I care too much.. Or maybe .. It’s just me.
Nonetheless… You are.. has been.. will always be.. precious to me. 
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Maybe it’s just me… Yeah, u are right on the “MAYBE” only but definitely not “it’s just me” as in every situation there is always action and reaction, initiator and follower, dealer and player….. I’ll say it’s just timing not right.
Smile dear and move on. Life is always full of surprises. I strongly believe that there are many wonderful things ahead for all to grasp and you deserve all of it if it comes. Incidentally, that’s also part of my philosophy!
Shall we say CHEERS TO BOTH!
CSL