The drug addict..

Honestly..I never knew that I had such problems. I thought it was long gone. I can’t seem to stop wanting more..I can’t seem to control myself thinking about it every time. It’s like an avid flasher..flashing in my head diligently.

Whenever it’s close by or when I have it in my grasp I felt release…at peace..like bodhirhatma..after a long day its just the perfect fix before bed. The more I think about it the More I wanted it…when I try not to think about it it just comes knocking at my door with a wide smile of a girl scout selling cookies.

Come to think of it …based on signs and symptoms.. I do need to admit that I am…a drug addict and the drug…..fortunately…happens to be …. You…. H.F.A

oh wow…

i met you by the door way,
i met you by accident,
you swept my feet away,
though it was not by intent.

days passed we drifted,
days passed we contacted,
as though it was gifted,
as though it was intended.

everyday spent
everyday embraced
it grew fonder,
it became stronger.

just so that you know,
i am here to stay,
just so that you know,
with you i wanna grow old and gray

lovely july..

Things have been tight.. but manageable.. Been going up and down one of my big customer’s site very frequent but it’s all worth it.

Apart from that… Getting to know a certain someone a lil more a lil better.. Understood why she did what she do.
It has been nice really nice..

Beginning of a week out station. Looking forward to get away frm the business… Then again in sales it hardly happens because I am just a phone call away. At least it provides me more time to focus on some needed paperworks.

Really looking forward to what’s to offer in August. 8) .. personal matters as well as career matters. Bring it on Awesome August!!

maybe it’s just me…

Maybe it’s just me… It’s been a while since I get excited over things esp over someone. There was a time that things almost and could’ve.. Well sort of happened but as distance separates it didn’t go along as intended. It took me a while to bury the feeling.. Hoping..wishing it will.. At the opportune time surface back and which it did.

Maybe it’s just me.. that I get over-excited..and assuming that you will be too. I understood what you went through.. Though to be honest not entirely how you felt but a good idea of how it would be like. Hence, you hold back and I do not blame you for that.

Maybe it’s just me… Of having been through a bitter sweet experience prior.. that I tend to hold on tighter.. fearing of the unknown and perhaps the possibility of history repeating itself.

Maybe it’s just me that I care too much.. Or maybe .. It’s just me.

Nonetheless… You are.. has been.. will always be.. precious to me.

143.

17.05.11 Dive

hey folks..

welcome back to this blog…. that is if you even know it existed. anyway here are some of the photos of my recent dive at TAR Park. was trying to perfect my bubble ring and finally got it hehe..

before you hit the big 3.0

you are out and about doing your daily routine, you dragged your arse out of bed, prep yourself go to work, run around meeting clients stopping for the occasional fluid re-fills at kopitiams or just as a pit-stop to take a breather. When you are done and recharged you head back out into the field and do what you need to do.

some of us would head back to the office to get some of the paperwork done and out of the way some may proceed on to their next activity be it gym workouts, movies, dates yada yada yada.. have dinner with friends/families/alone/dog/cat/gold fish whatever. when that’s done head back home go on line for some, shower, read a book and hit the sack. your schedule may be the same for the entire week or it may vary. Notice any differences between when you were early and mid 20′s and now?

here’s what i felt. running around meeting clients, kopitiams and all that shit… went for appointments with far away customers and all and here it comes.. some the signs and symptoms that some of you may be able to relate.. your eye lids all of a sudden felt that it’s weighted down by 05kg weights, visions sort of getting blurry and eyes watery. your lower back getting a bit sore…. shoulders stiff and sore…. your head start to show signs of becoming a bobble head ( the ones you place on your dashboard that bobbles/wobbles) yes fatigue kicking in.

i’d be thinking.. dude i used to do a lot more and still at this exact time i still have the extra energy to fly to mars and come back diving the oceans. well yup… coming on to the big 3 0. met up with an old friend of mine for dinner and we talked about the same thing and him sharing his experience of touching 30.

time sure flies by damn fast. i guess whatever you think of aiming to achieve/do you’d better get off that lazy arse of yours and implement it tactfully and with haste. because reality is that time waits for no man. set your goals and targets, time-lines and get it on. because before you know it .. your energy level may start to deplete.

lets work towards financial freedom and own your own business in the NOT too far future.

Dude!

Hi folks..

It has been a while since I updated this blog heh.. at times it just that i do not feel like doing any more reports and sometimes blogging can be like reporting as well. Anyway.. some updates from the previous entry :

Diving :
01 – Advance Open Water Course
02 – Dive in Sipadan
03 – Night Dives

(Have not done all of the above)

Rock Climbing
01 – Get my own Rock Climbing shoes (DONE!)
02 – Climb outdoors (DONE!)
03 – Skill and Strength Improvement (On-Going)

Work
01 – Business Expansion (On-Going)
– Expand Sales Coverage to West Coast ( Started. Seeing results. On going)
02 – Attack Sarawak !
03 – Increase Sales Volume (On-Going)

Personal
01 – Get married…. NOT!
02 – Skill Enhancement
03 – Master a foreign language (trying .. starting with tagalog)
04 – Overall Physical Fitness Improvement
05 – Improve personal finance

On- Going for all of the above.

New Activity to Try
01 – Paragliding (Coming Soon)

2011

Gone with the wind…. is 2010… the year of the tiger.. hopping by is the rabbit. So i guess it’s wabbit season then huh.

Like every other year.. and the days before we’d always say how time flies.. but i guess it’s time for us to change that phrase to how time flashes… because it’s too fast. We are already entering the mid of January 2011. In about two (02) weeks time it’s going to be Chinese New Year.

So what is gonna happen for you in 2011? For me 2011 it’s a year of experiencing brand new exciting things, upgrading of skills and expansion.

This is what’s planned to happen :

Diving :
01 – Advance Open Water Course
02 – Dive in Sipadan
03 – Night Dives

Rock Climbing
01 – Get my own Rock Climbing shoes
02 – Climb outdoors
03 – Skill and Strength Improvement

Work
01 – Business Expansion
– Expand Sales Coverage to West Coast
02 – Attack Sarawak !
03 – Increase Sales Volume

Personal
01 – Get married…. NOT!
02 – Skill Enhancement
03 – Master a foreign language (trying .. starting with tagalog)
04 – Overall Physical Fitness Improvement
05 – Improve personal finance

New Activity to Try
01 – Paragliding

ow yeah ~~

What’s New?

so what’s new? a question that most of us will be asked when meeting up an old friend, catching up bringing each other up to speed with what has been happening in their lives of late and other interesting news.

i have been back from the mud estuary to the land below the wind for almost a year now … (back here since february 2010). It has been a fun and interesting time in KL and missing the food the party as well as friends from the work place and none workplace.

Got myself a new sexy ride.

though it’s a two (02) door car .. the beauty about this car is not just the sexy looks but the way it takes corners.. simply beautiful. I am attached with a local company..spear heading their sales and marketing team.. (www.gamlite.com.my ) starting everything from scratch… brochures, websites..customer base yada yada… not an easy task but interesting. Looking at the way things are going.. I foresee that next year is going to be a busier year.

In terms of off work activities… used to be swimming 03 times a week just to bring my weight down.. took up diving.. and loving it.. the latest craze for me now is indoor rock climbing. www.sicc.com.my. climbing on an average of twice a week. My climbing buddies and I are going to be buying our own equipments and perhaps joining the rest of the guys to climb the real thing next year!!!

How time flew.. and it is the end of the year already. It has been an interesting year and i foresee that next year is going to be even more interesting and exciting! Hope to be able to dive in Sipadan and at least one out of the country dive…. thinking thining about Krabi Thailand. After diving I may be able to have the chance to attempt a real rock bouldering/climb.. woot!!!

We are young only once.. go all out and be crazy ! When we grow old and grey .. we can tell our grand kids our story when were their age. Let’s hope that the trees are still around..

Penang Delicacy

I was browsing through the pictures in my phone and stumbled upon these pictures. I am not sure if i have posted them up before but anyways it still look yummy

the penang asam laksa lemak .. which is thicker than the normal ones are definitely a must! This was at Balik Pulau.

The rest i.e cheong fun and also the ‘oo jien’ oysters with egg were from a corner hawker stall of McCallister Road. Penang is a fun place to be.. the colonial buildings adds an exotic feeling to it..somewhat kinda similar to Hanoi.

Penangites are warm and friendly people.. partly i believe it is due to the somewhat laid back lifestyle which we get similarly here in Kota Kinabalu.

If you are in penang and have not had their asam laksa or at least their char kway teow.. then you have not been to penang